All My Paintings Have Stories

    Been thinking a lot about my garden these days. Zinnias, daylilies, and my roses are on my list of flowers I hope to have for painting. Been turning more of the garden over to flowers, not just for subjects to paint but for the visitors I enjoy. Butterflies, bees, and a variety of birds are the visitors my mother always planted for. A red sunflower always brought a menagerie of bees and butterflies. Setting up my easel in my backyard always brings me rewards, not always good paintings, but simple joys seeing nature at work. Sometimes mixed feelings, though, when I see a baby rabbit appear then promptly cut off the tulip blossom I had plans for... 

          Though I love seeing my garden in full bloom and do do some painting out among the lilacs and daffodils, my real reward comes when I take my flowers into my studio where I work them into my still-life compositions which I so enjoy. It's their color and shapes I love working with, arranging them in such a way as to create interesting shapes that demand drawing and a sense of design. In the studio I can add the background that will provide a sense of place and mystery. When seeing one of my still-life paintings people will wonder just where is my studio? A silhouette of a city may be the setting for a bouquet of rover mums while another will have a weathered barn adding to the mystery. I love the rich dark backgrounds many artists use for their set-ups, but for me, I like a bit more of a story for my still-life paintings. The idea of my paintings containing stories is my way of keeping interest in each of my works. All my paintings have stories. Friends give me potted plants and cut flowers, which carry stories of those who gifted them to me for my studio window. Anne, who is a master gardener, has allowed me into her garden to paint models among her creation of ponds, blue bottles, and her array of blooms. In the studio I'll recall what she told me about the flowers she sent home with me and I will relive my visits with Anne. 

Keeping My Mind In a good place

      Paintings don't always come about without a struggle and some self-doubt. Sometimes the struggle can affect life outside the studio. I've written about this before, but then I was not experiencing the struggle. Today I am having difficulties with a large painting and asking myself all the questions my friends and teachers have asked over the years when I expressed those difficulties we all run into. Actually, I've been asking these questions for a couple weeks now...

          The vision I had when I began this painting was quite strong. The brush work has been causing all the problems. I love variety of texture in my art and I bring that texture to a painting through brush work. The brush work I started with disappointed me so I had to scrape it off which produced an effect that changed my original concept. Seeing the concept in a new light confused me. I am proud of my ability to hold onto a concept through to the completion of each painting - which is not always the case. I get frustrated when I lose sight of my original vision. Outside elements affect my work, sometimes for the good - sometimes for the bad. I let the political state of affairs into my studio and painting the things I love became a struggle...

          Luckily I had time with Jordan and Josephine to clear up my vision and put life straight again. A 14-month-old holds a lot of power, they can push out all that is troubling. Keeping Josephine near is my net saving me from those tumbles into darkness. Paintings of Jordan and Josephine and all those I love surround me in my studio keeping my mind in a good place.