They Are All Fond Memories

Fire Flies 14x11 $1200.jpg

A broken doll, marbles in a tin box next to an old pocket knife with it's broken blade begins a story. A broken pocket watch resting next to tiny toy cowboys riding on pinto ponies add to the story being told of a youth long lost. Merit badges, a boy scout flash light, arrowheads - all real - the life most boys know. A broken doll may mean an careless moment or an inquisitive mind. A broken pocket watch, held by one's granddad, may bring that warm feeling one gets from their grandparents. Arrowheads, from trips with Uncle John. They are all fond memories.

Still-lifes are personal stories, even when the still-life is of a bowl of fruit it says who the artist is. Their selection of fruit reveals fruits they like to eat or grow themselves, like tomatoes still on the vine or apple varieties long forgotten.  Objects that spark inspiration usually mean something to an artist. Old tools handed down from dads and granddads, wedding dresses hanging on a wall, all spark artists to pick up a brush to paint. 

For me every painting I do means something to me. "Why else paint?," is my philosophy. If the subjects mean nothing to the artist how does one get through a painting? Artists lose interest in subjects they aren't truly connected to. I never lose interest in paintings I chose to do. Sometimes I need to dream up a connection, like connecting flowers to my mom's love of growing flowers and using only my sister's old dolls in my still-lifes. Placing a mussel shell with lilies and a mantel clock puts my brother with my mom and her dad in one still-life. Dried flowers in an old blue jar puts two wonderful friends together, jar from Jordan and dried flowers from my friend Adrienne.  

I know not all artist work this way but it's how I work and how I read other's work.   

All Paintings Contribute To The Next

1472656960658-2.jpeg

Deep indigo-blue sky, silver stars, a chorus of crickets and tree frogs are the players in the Kansas musical that is about to entertain me as I lay out my sleeping bag on the rich green grass. In the distance a dog barks asking to be let into the silhouetted farm house that is surrounding a tiny warm glow from a lamp light. My own fire is near out. Only a stick or two show any signs of the fire that toasted my hot dogs. A lone star leaves the stage streaking across the indigo sky as I lay my head down on the pillow of grass I gathered. Headlights appear and disappear in the distance,  a buzz distracts me for a second from the lights dancing towards me. Then the headlights turn off in a different direction and are replaced by tail lights. A billion cottonwood leaves are awaken by a westerly breeze to join the chorus. A lot to see and listen to in my quiet little camp site. 

Taking in the landscape with it's sounds and smells is what adds to the experience of painting on the spot. Camping in the middle of my little painting enhances everything. Colors over looked appear and become important; the way grass is bending lends to the flow of my paintbrush. Like a conductor leading his orchestra with his baton, I lead my colors with my baton - my paintbrush. Singing leaves draw out the silver grey in the cottoood trees. A meadow lark draws my attention to the waves of grass.  All senses are in play, and in harmony .

The chorus from last night's musical is silent, still it is there in my hand as I place each stroke and each color.   

When I leave my little campsite I leave with much more than a visual record on canvas. I leave with the place being a part of me. Each place I stop to capture with my paints becomes a part of me, not all are remembered, but all are there helping me see with my heart and mind for whatever I am painting - whether doing a still-life or a figure, all paintings contribute to the next.