The Hand Knows The Way

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A nude, a challenge 

Dignity, respect, and insight before us

Lines, smudges, charcoal 

Fear, confidence 

Looking inside, a trapeze of emotions 

Inhale - exhale, the hand knows the way

Paper accepts and forgives as we string emotions together

At times, we sleepwalk the tense wire

Fear leaves as joy fills the void

Lines fade as they caress a hip 

Smudges lift a breast 

With another deep breath comes the hand

Shoulders rise near the finish. 

The model dresses and we hope for approval  

Another session is a reward in itself. 

The mind wanders as  I work, not far but still thoughts travel through as I draw. I  hold to the task before me. My goal is a work of art even when I am simply honing my skills, trying out a new idea I've come across. I wonder, “Is the model happy?” “Is the pose too hard?” “Do they need a heater?” “Who are they?” As my skills gain strength I am able to hold a conversation while working and gain an insight into who they are and who I am drawing a poem of.

The idea of creating a visual poem came to me when I began to collect words to describe what I wanted in a painting. Eloquent was the first word I put in my notebook. I began carrying a notebook to write these abstract thoughts down. Classy was another word, and how to make a horse's rear-end classy was a problem I gave myself... The nude was a great subject to learn from, technical skills developed working from the nude. In addition to the technical aspect, I was learning insights into myself and that it took more than simple drawing and painting skills to make a work of art. 

Move The Moon A Bit Higher

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Pushing paint around, stirring feelings, responding to emotions. 

“Less green, more orange in the grass.”

“Move the moon a bit higher, and fewer stars”

Brush feeling a bit stiff, a gentle touch needed now.

Sunlight rakes the tree tops, not much longer till dawn.

The porch light, a gift of yellow 

Yet the paint will not sit down.

Confusion is setting in as the moonlight fades. 

Paint smeared on the stirring wheel,

Should go home now

When will I get a full moon again? 

I love the blue of the sky and purple of the street.

Headlights add interest and tail lights add color.

I really nailed that red pickup

Rain predicted for tomorrow - speed up!

I use to be able to capture a scene with ease 

Guess I’ll fix it in the studio tomorrow... 

Taking in the world around us while placidly tuning out the noise of confusion and accepting who we are with joy. Smiles and tears are all part of art, and submerging a subject with colors of emotions and experience. Voices past and present are always with us as we paint. The noise of confusion distracts as it creeps back with each bit of progress, doubt is a seed ever present. The road trip through ideas and knowledge is a rough one as a painting grows. Even a scene I see every evening on my way home from the studio still gives me problems…