Learning About More Than Art

“12 Angry Men " is one of my all time favorite movies. My friend Ron listens to music as he paints. Many artists connect with music while working. I like painting while listening to a movie, not watching, just listening. The dialogue is great, direction is right on. It's a movie about men serving on a jury that teaches us about people. It’s about getting one to think about other people's lives and how other people think. It also has great acting by some very talented actors. My brush is always put down to watch George C. Scott react to the reading of a secret written vote by the foreman. Seeing a master actor perform is inspiring and makes me think, as a painter, am I doing my best? People in the arts can inspire.

Beautiful, talented dancers inspire me too. Watching them perform and knowing the pain they go through to get to that beautiful performance they give on stage. My first model, in New York, was a dancer who explained why her feet were so red and why she always asked for a reclining pose. Where a painting gets its bright or dark color sometimes comes in different ways than we think. I looked at that young lady a bit differently hearing her story. Forty years later another dancer posed for me, after three sessions she told me she danced topless at a strip club. Her story was a bit different. She was dancing to earn money to put her husband through college. I learned the club she performed at rents the stage to the girls. The girls get their tiny costumes stuffed with dollars, and then those tips are split 50/50 with the club owner. Again, I gave this model a reclining pose.

When my art teacher told me to never stop learning I never stopped learning - it’s just not always about art.



Seeing Things in the Hand of Their Creator

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Pick up a pencil, make a few marks on a sheet of paper, and you have created a love letter or a grocery list. That letter or list tells so much more than the words. It tells about the hand that wrote it; was it strong, or light & graceful? Were there signs of shakiness? What color was used? Simple black or blue, or a bit more flare with red or green? Painting is the same. Are the strokes bold or refined? Are the colors fully mixed, or brought right from the tube?

A painting of a simple dandelion in a water glass can stir emotions in one person and leave another wondering “why?” A famous masterpiece might cause one person to pause for a moment, while wrapping another in heavy thoughts for hours. Some paintings are simple grocery lists while others paintings are those treasured love letters.

Art is a gift of peace and pleasure, how we accept it is where it varies. That dandelion in a water glass can both irritate and comfort. It is both a simple painting and a masterpiece, and how it is painted speaks directly to each viewer, evoking a personal emotion.

As an artist, I see things in the hand of its creator. Some days I see drudgery wrapped up in a painting, with skill and talent lost in my own emotions. I feel the hand of the artist and I sense their doubts. Other days I'm lifted by the joy of seeing colors splashed about on a canvas. Subjects are trivial at times. We artists just want to mix wonderful colors and watch them leave the brush, making friends with those strong or soft strokes that imbue them on to the canvas. Abstracts or realism, we deal with the same goals.

For me, that goal is finding myself that day, and hoping I like the person I find.