Youth Gives Us Hope & Age Gives Us Peace

Standing in front of Norman Rockwell's painting "Freedom From Want," I was taken back to my days of sitting at the kids table and an older cousin picking pellets out of my piece of pheasant. Some people see in Rockwell's painting a family having a Thanksgiving dinner. Some see how talented Mr. Rockwell was. Everyone brings something to a work of art. For me it was the ping of small pellets hitting a white china plate.

Auntie Maria's house is packed with family, Uncles in stuffed chairs, some sleeping and others reminiscing about an old Ford car. Aunts in a tiny kitchen heating up casseroles and carving up rabbits and pheasants. Others are on the mud porch, attending electric roasters. Cousins are rough housing on the living room floor, a few begin to cry followed by a call from the kitchen for someone to see what has happened. Grandma rushing in to kiss a cheek and assure the wounded one that they will be just fine. Out the window of this tiny farmhouse Uncle Henry and Uncle Paul are burning the feathers and fur in an old rusty barrel. Uncle John returns with a case of orange crush strapped to the back of his Indian Motorcycle. He tosses a candy wrapper into the fire and asks if the hunt was a success or if it will be an all-casserole dinner. Uncle Adolf is reminding those in the house of last year's pumpkin pie with the birdshot in it… You always check for birdshot, an apple pie last summer had one lone pellet in it, and we never heard the last of that one.

In the summer, these family gatherings were held out under the giant Cottonwoods. Usually there were motorcycle rides through the fields, and once, pony rides. The clanging of horseshoes hitting metal stakes sounded in my ears as I looked at another artist’s painting.

Art is a memory, a sound, a smell and sometimes a painful remembrance. Colors and care are how we form our poems and tell stories. We compliment people by asking them to pose. We see wisdom in crows feet creeping from eyes and worry splitting once smooth brows. Untold stories remain silent, hidden in leathered and worn faces. Sometimes young beauty is our subject, but as we grow as artists our eyes and minds see what real beauty is. With brushes we pry and pull in search of ourselves. Youth gives us hope and age gives us peace.



Little Things Into Masterpieces

Sitting at Jake's, I am drawn to a young mother creating a memory for her excited four-year-old. Years from now the little red-headed girl will recall sharing a bagel with her mother and watching the geese drifting along on the river. She may even remember the old gentlemen at the next table smiling over at her.

A mental sketch forms in my head as I watch them enjoying their orange drink and coffee, and the scene grows to a possible painting. At first, I make a mental note and try to do a mental sketch. To reinforce the possibilities of a future painting, I try out my photo ability with my phone. Not trusting my skills with the phone camera, I grab my sketchbook in the car and begin making both written notes and rough sketches. Sitting in my car in the bagel shop's parking lot, I refine the sketches of this gifted moment. Only when I have strong notes, both on paper and in my head, do I return again to the bagel shop to sketch chairs and tables. Really into the idea of painting the scene I just experienced, I check what I have and I proceed to the studio.

The process of creating a painting is quite exciting and rewarding in itself for me. In the studio I load the photos into my computer and see they are as I expect, a bit blurry. Katie, my model, arrives and my mind is now split between my present painting on the easel and a new one forming in my head. Focusing on Katie and the light coming in the window, I set aside the new image of the little redhead and her morning with her mother.

Katie and her stories of her brother now have my full attention. All my models treat me with both physical beauty and wonderful stories and tales. These stories add to the richness of hours I spend in the studio. Only after Katie is gone and her stories are part of my own life, do I pick up my sketchbook and see how strong my desire remains to attempt a painting of the morning's scene. I cherish all the stories of those who pose for me and the little scenes of daily life. These little things grow into masterpieces.