A Road of Time

Just a perfect day for painting - puffy white clouds riding a warm breath of air through the cobalt blue sky. I pause to take in the scene before securing my canvas to the easel. In the distance, voices of joy mix with the meadowlark's call to a mate. A black bird carries strands of last year's dried grasses to a thorn apple tree. New life surrounds me as I lay out the colors of spring. Delicate greens decorate the poplar trees standing guard in the distance. Those young leaves protect the first blooms of spring that sparked the artist in me. Young voices come from the trees and specks of color race about. 

Like the bees around me, I tend to the business before me, that of capturing a moment. I find there are moments where life is clear, where I am intune with myself. The spider exploring my palette, were I younger, I would send him off somewhere - to spider heaven more than likely. Now I just direct him away from the pale green I just mixed, with a simple  warning.  Painting has done that to me, given me a greater understanding. As my painting takes shape, I see how I got to this place in life. A road of time lined with people and problems. Grandparents saying it's okay, Uncle Henry showing me how to spit watermelon seeds, Dad planting values, and Mom showing colors.

Bits of me are all over my canvas. Time to lay down my brushes, clean my palette and put on my winter coat leaving summer to be finished tomorrow. 


Growing a Garden Poem

Paris Blue, Rose Red, Napels Yellow - colors that stir something in me with just their names. Three blues are first to be laid out. Then four reds, yellows, purples, violets, and greens follow, filling up my palette. Dipping a brush in turpentine and loading it with color, a poem begins to form on the white canvas.

Unwritten, I begin with thoughts from my heart and my head. I will it to reveal itself to me. A landscape, a nude, a window... A lone figure is taking shape from running colors. Red, flowing into the green as violet merges with other fading reds. The figure of a woman in a print skirt? I push it aside with a stroke of my brush and a strange flower appears.

The poem is now my garden. Fading from my thoughts, the figure waits for me as I let more flowers come forward. For now, chaos is everywhere, design and composition are set aside. Later, more confident in where I am headed and how I will get there, I set this canvas aside and, on a small panel, I introduce myself again to the lady in the print skirt. For the next month I grow my garden poem, while introducing myself to young ladies that pass by.