People as Colors

Crawling through the dirt under the lilacs branches, from behind the leaves I could glimpse Patty Mathew catching the summer sun. Patty was the only other person in my neighborhood who did not have wrinkles around her smile. Still in her teens, she was every boy's dream. That girl next door who had that air about her. Even at five I could sense that special air about her - she also had great legs. Laying on a blanket in her two piece swimsuit, she was well worth the scratches from the lilac branches and the bug bites. Music from her transistor radio was about boys standing on a corner watching the girls go by. With dark sunglasses, she was one of those girls boys watched go by but would never say “hi” to.  The hot summer sun made me retreat to the cool shade of our apple tree. Major, my dog, sat watching me hoping I'd toss the ball his way. Patty's music came through the lilac leaves as I took one more peek through the irises. 

Her Uncle Ray would always tell her I was there watching, but Patty didn't care, as she continued to collect the rays. Her Uncle Ray lived upstairs from Patty in his own apartment. As a stutterer, he was hard to understand at the time, sometimes the words got so stuck he'd give up, leaving his thoughts to die.  The story is he was hit in the head with a baseball and he stopped learning at age ten and started stuttering. That happened long before I was born.

Patty and her Uncle Ray were part of the tapestry of my youth.  A tapestry woven with adventure and the people of childhood. Thoughts of Patty brought out the bright colors while memories of Mr. and Mrs. Fromheart, even though they lived over on the other side of the block, brought out the darker colors. Four houses  away they could be heard fighting by everyone. The last I remember of Mr. Fromheart was watching him, from my new friend's yard, shooting at Mrs. Fromheart and chasing her around the outside of their house. Mom could not explain that one like she explained all the others in my tapestry. Like why we sang Happy Birthday to so many of the neighbors. Mr. Besch hung himself when I was six, later that year we took a cake to Mrs. Besch and sang Happy Birthday to her. Mom never would have told me Mr. Besch had hung himself, I just remember Mrs. Besch yelling from their upstairs window "Jack hung himself!" and all the women in the neighborhood ran to help her. Mr. Besch brought Indigo Blue to my tapestry, highlighting the pale pinks and golds of Patty.        


The Sounds of Painting

Starlings chatter away, a breeze moves through the cottonwoods. Sounds lighten the lifting of our paints to the canvas. A deer passes by with a quiet rustle. These are the sounds we paint with when reaching out to nature for inspiration.

In the studio, Mozart or Pink Floyd might energize our palette, allowing us to capture our vision with wistful strokes. The excitement in a model's voice as she relates a bit of her life makes me take extra care to mix a color to match her excitement. Skin against silk, a page turning in a book, the sounds in my studio. The shyness in a voice exhaling in an effort to hold still. The silence in the studio is tense and must be broken.

Seldom do I paint strangers, learning about models is as important as knowing my palette and seeing the difference between an Elm tree and an Oak. I listen to why Kim exposes her son to the different religions in the world. How Rose turned her life around and got her PHD, and how Evelyn became a vet specializing in large animals. Painting for me is understanding my inspiration and learning about the dreams of others. Paintings are journals of moments in my life, both past and present.