Night Visions

It's a lonely drive at night through the country, full of visions and questions. A farm dog can be seen by a lone light. Surrounded by the black country, he sits as a guard.  Who lives in the farm houses I pass? Each lit up home brings that question and a vision of my Uncle Wally alone in his stuffed chair, with its pattern of flowers surrendering to years of sweat and wear.

I recall a night staying there, him asleep in that chair, me walking to the barn to check on the last of his cows with only that farm light showing the way. Arrow, his farm dog,  accompanying me.  Just inside the barn a opossum hisses at me from a corn barrel. Grabbing it by the tail, I pulled it from the barrel and walked it out of the barn, tossing it over the fence. Uncle Wally, now roused, standing in the mud room doorway, silhouetted by the kitchen lights, asks if everything is okay. I told him it was a opossum causing the trouble.

I remember that night as I drove home from an Art League meeting one night, and again, a vision of him brought on by a painting by Nick Freeman.  His painting of a lonely car speeding by a house at night reminded me of those drives home through the country after dark. Paintings do that to me. A painting of fireworks reminded me of pulling over on a dirt road to view distant festivities one Fourth of July night. Amazed by seeing the fireworks of each town in the valley. The flatness of the country around me inspires me as I sit watching the distant sparkles.  Its vastness with its blue skies during the days and white moon at night, small towns and fields of knee-high corn. As I drive on, a deer from the darkness jumps across the hood of my car. Breathing a bit more, I hold the steering wheel a bit tighter. 


Keeping the Embers of Art Alive

Polishing brass, spit-shining shoes, scrubbing pots and pans, mopping floors; being a teenager attending a military high school wasn't how I thought it would be. A Catholic Military school, at that. 

Priests and brothers were going to help me to find my way to adulthood, and a place in the world. Feeding cards into a computer, taking the innards out of frogs, knowing what elements the earth was made of, this was the knowledge I needed to get to adulthood. I had other ideas - like drawing girlfriends of my classmates for a few dollars and doing the scenery for the school play, or writing suggestive reasons why Jack chased Jill up the hill. Painting and writing were talents I had. I was more inclined toward painting than the writing though.

A penny a minute is what I got for scrubbing pots and pans and mopping the cafeteria floor. Days were long, back in my teens. Summers were the same - only adding the task of unloading boxes of food from semi trucks for the coming school year. No proms or homecoming games for me. My grades weren't good enough and I would have to pay for any schooling after high school, so work, work, work.

Drawing pretty girls and painting sunflowers kept the embers of art alive in me in those days. It was also a way to earn a few dollars toward my future.